Hanya orang-orang yang terpilihlah yang mudah memaafkan. Diluar itu termasuk saya, bukanlah si Penerima maaf (dengan mudah).
Pendendam? yes its me.. *tertunduk malu*
Radarku terlalu sensitif untuk menangkap noise yang merusak mood.
Sirkulasi darah memerintahkan sistem kerja otak saya menjadi tidak komprehensif.
Inilah saya dengan segala kekuranganku *nangis di pojok tembok sambil meluk lutut*
Nn,
Ini bukan tentang apa yang saya rasakan, tapi lebih mengarah ke kehidupan ligkungan sekitar saya.
Berada ditengah-tengah zaman yang lebih menuntut tranparansi tentang hidup dalam bentuk apapun itu.
Memilah-milah pasangan seperti apa yang cocok untuk masa depan perempuan tradisional yang hidup dizaman metropolitan yang masih menuntut asas harga diri yang tinggi sebagai calon makmum yang akan dipilih dan diangkat derajatnya dimata Allah SWT.
Sekian dulu,
Nn
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| Pasukan Yellow Haha |
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| Chiby-chiby^^ |
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| Yellow Lade's |
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| Cheers.. |
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| Me |
Selamat berbahagia Yanti sayang, Langgeng sampai akhir hayat dengan keluarga kecilnya. I love you.
Nn,
Once, i read somewhere, loneliness makes the loudest noise. I laughed because I thought that’s ridiculous. Never would have thought the phrase is going to happen to us. To me. The craziest thing is: loneliness makes the loudest noise we’re together, not when we’re alone. Who’s laughing now? Neither of us. We’re too busy to pick what’s left of our shattered hearts.
We feel the hug but we don’t feel the warmth. I feel the kiss but I don’t feel the love. Shattered dreams. Shattered love. Shattered hope. And we still smiled at each other. We were smiling at each other. Your smile was filled with love. My smile was filled with … nothing. Where did we go wrong? I thought we had the love, the strongest love. The love is still there, but … where is the flame that keeps us together? Where is the bond that makes us fight together? I thought we would be together and forever just like the fairy tale. Little did we know, forever is the biggest lie. We choose to believe what makes us happy, not what makes us see the reality. Now we have to pay the price. Now we have to deal with the broken hearts.
There’s a million questions that keeps on ringing in my head: Do we still feel the love when we deliberately hurt each other? Isn’t it ironic the one you thought would never hurt you would be the one who caused you the biggest pain? Isn’t it funny and sad at the same time when the one who made you laugh is also the one who made you cry? The thought that we would survive anything, everything that comes our way sounds so stupid now, doesn’t it? I know when you hurt me, you only hurt yourself. How do I know this? Because I do the same thing.
Do you remember the night you cried silently because you realized there’s nothing to hold on to anymore? I do. It happened to me. So many times. The thought of losing each other that was unbearable is the only thing that makes sense now. Do you feel the same?
There are more questions unanswered. Questions I don’t want to know the answers because it’s like stabbing my chest with a sharp cold knife a million times.
All of the songs we used to sing together lost their meaning the day we said goodbye. We said goodbye not because we lose the love. We said goodbye because we love too much we hurt each other more and more. The only good in goodbye was when I finally see you smile. I didn’t know our love could be so suffocating. Saying goodbye doesn’t hurt. Watching you walk away and knowing you will never come back does. But hey, I am still smiling. Can you see?
The greatest comedy on Earth is how love crushes everything, yet we can’t get enough of it.
Catatan: Ini hanya kutipan semata. Bukan bagian dari curhat eke.
Sumber: www.amrazing.com
Nn.
Numpang nyampah foto gan. Ini adalah foto - foto liburan akhir tahunnya nana..
Check it out ^^
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| Uluwatu Bali |
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| Danau Beratan Bedugul, Bali |
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| Batu Bolong, Bali |
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| Tanah Lot Resto, Bali |
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| Resto The Camplung Pantai Seminyak, Bali |
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| Mangrove, Bali |
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| Mangrove, Bali |
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| Sukawati, Bali |
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| Pantai Kuta Lombok |
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| Museum Art Gili Terawangan Lombok |
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| Blue Beach Cottage Gili Terawangan, Lombok |
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| Beach of Gili Terawangan Lombok |
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| Bukit Malimbu Lombok |
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| Senggigi Beach Hotel, Lombok |
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| End of the year 2012 |
^.^v
Nn
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